Rejection

One of my biggest fears in life is rejection. I have only been rejected a few times but it hurts more and more each time. Your probably wondering why I’m writing about my fear this week when my blog is about things that make me mad. Well it just so happens that my fear is the reason for my frustration.

Have you ever liked someone that didn’t like you back? Have you ever wanted to be with that one person but they didn’t want you at all? I got a little taste of that this past Saturday.

This guy that I happen to like asked me on a date. We went to the movies, and hung out. It was a lot of fun. At the end of our date he kissed me! Well the night after that I found out he had a girlfriend. That was fine with me, but the part that wasn’t alright was when I found out he asked her out 5 hours after our date. He knew he would be asking her out and he still did it anyway. To me that is the worse rejection you can face. I just don’t understand why some guys treat girls like trash. I know not all guys do but all the ones I have encountered have been that way. They put a "spell" on girls just to make them fall, and when they have, they crush them. We can’t help but still think about them and if it was us that made it go wrong. It maybe be our fault but most of the time the guy doesn’t care. They think it’s just another rejection, but it’s so much more.